Vanskelig vennskap

Hvorfor?? Ja, hvorfor...? Det er det eneste spørsmålet jeg har å stille nå.. Hvorfor skal du (ja, jeg snakker om han jeg tidligere har blogget så mye om) plutselig begynne å ta kontakt med meg igjen nå? Har brukt ganske så mye tid på å venne meg til at du ikke lenger var en del av livet mitt siden den dagen i slutten av mai da du tydeligvis bestemte deg for å bare kutte meg ut av livet ditt. Den dagen du sluttet med de koselige meldingene du jevnlig sendte. Den dagen stillheten begynte...

Nå er vi plutselig venner igjen. Etter 3 måneder med stillhet. Ganske så gode venner også virker det som. Venner av den typen som virkelig bryr seg, som følger med gjennom up’s and down’s. Venner av den typen som spør hvordan du har det, ikke bare for å spørre, men fordi man faktisk bryr seg (og, ja, man merker faktisk forskjell!). Venner som om ingenting har skjedd...men det har det faktisk..

Det er vanskelig. Jeg hadde aldri trodd det skulle bli så vanskelig å være venner. Vanskelig fordi jeg ikke lenger forstår hva du tenker. Vanskelig fordi jeg ikke lenger vet når stillheten kan dukke opp igjen. Men kanskje mest vanskelig fordi jeg ikke vet om jeg helt kan stole på deg igjen. Vanskelig fordi jeg ikke vet hvor jeg har deg.

From Sarah with love <3

For so many years we were friends
And yes I always knew what we could do
But so many tears in the rain
Fell the night you said
That love had come to you
I thought you were not my kind
I thought that I could never feel for you (feel for you)
The passion and love you were feeling
And so you left for someone new (someone new)
And now that you're far and away
I'm sending a letter today

-Chorus-
From Sarah with love
She'd got the lover she is dreaming of
She never found the words to say
But I know that today
She's gonna send her letter to you
From Sarah with love
She took your picture to the stars above
And they told her it is true
She could dare to fall in love with you
So don't make her blue when she writes to you
From Sarah with love

So maybe the chance for romance
Is like a train to catch before it's gone
But I'll keep on waiting and dreaming
You're strong enough to understand
As long as you're so far away (so far away)
I'm sending a letter each day

-Chorus-
From Sarah with love
She'd got the lover she is dreaming of
She never found the words to say
But I know that today
She's gonna send her letter to you
From Sarah with love
She took your picture to the stars above
And they told her it is true
she could dare to fall in love with you
So don't make her blue when she writes to you
From Sarah with love

From Sarah with love
She'd got the lover she is dreaming of
She never found the words to say
But I know that today
She's gonna send her letter to you
From Sarah with love
She's gotta know what you are thinking of
'Cause every little now and then
And again and again
I know her heart cries out for you

From Sarah with love (come on)
She's got the lover she is dreaming of
From Sarah, from Sarah with love
Never found - words to say, ahh
But today, but today
From Sarah with love
She took your picture to the stars above
And they told her it is true
She could dare to fall in love with you
So don't make her blue when she writes to you
From Sarah with love

So don't make me blue
When I write to you
From Sarah with love.